Either it's enough for you - or it's not. Trust me, though--you will. Learn more about the LDS Church. Communicate and get those answers, OP.
I married a recent convert girl в she may as well have been a nonmember в and less than a year later we got an annulment. We see each other about once every ten days, or times a week at most when his schedule is lighter. It time with him I value most. Being a doctor's wife is difficult, demanding, and lonely. He was home alone on his one day off while I took off with our kids to visit family states away. God works by small and simple means to bring about His great and eternal purposes. After his mission he lost faith on everything for some reasons. T-1yr for me T-2yrs for him.
When you make the best choice for you, blessings will follow. Nothing fixed that issue in me as fast as being almost inseparably bound to a woman that pushed back and kicked screaming against the pricks every time I wanted to make some sort of spiritual effort. How else could you go through 8 years of schooling and 3 years of residency without losing your mind.
If you do end up having sexual relations, she will feel guilty, and it will affect your relationship, you can count on that. I do get the odd text but now with 3 weeks to his exam, calls are out of the question. What goes on in those sacred temples.